I couldn't even start by counting the days when this person has been away, 'cause I've lost track. I kinda know how desperate he already is, what with the spate of exclusives from the other networks, which they got through lots of support from their superiors and other divisions... and he's got... nothing. Just the basics. It could've been the make or break in his career. And right now, it's like veering on the worse part. And I couldn't even help but notice that he seems as if he's on the verge of tears whenever we talk. Or, maybe, he was actually already weeping. It's so hard being out there, technically not knowing anybody, being far away from the people who meant a lot and care for you.
Brings me back to the time when I was on the field myself, though my case is different. Middle of a big story, then someone calls that you need to pull out because no one's writing at base. 'Twas an act that's a bit hard to pull off for two reasons: the story and all the people looking at you while you exit.
And yeah, when I was a student, when interviews get approved but at the appointed time, the subject suddenly plays hide and seek. The feeling when you wanted to rain all hell on the person, only to be sidetracked by the fact that you're doing it for the church....
Sighs. I wanted to help, but for now, it's just all encouragement that I can do. And yeah, prayers. The stories are in the neighboring provinces. But he's stuck in this one place because of... what, indecision? I dunno. I may not understand, or not have basis. But I can't help but think that it's kinda a demolition thing against him, 'cause he's been getting lots of praises lately.
But that's life. You get ups, and then you get a heavy "down" moment. But there's a God. He's bigger than all these downs. These are challenges to bring people even closer to Him, right? :)
God bless you, brother. You know who you are. Your "ate" will always be here to listen to you. :)
God speed.
